Christmas Eve

Ya, hari ini tanggal 24 Desember 2015, gw udah rencana, mau ke gerejaaa, udah nanya dari 3 minggu lalu, udah nanya-nanya jadwal. Trus yaudah sampe akhirnya minggu kemarin gw ke gereja, trus udah ada jadwal misanya, udah senang banget, siap ke gereja. Trus temen sekamar gw ngajak buat makan malam, dari setengah 6, sedangkan misa itu jam 10 malam. Ya gw pikir cukuplah, pasti cukup. Ternyata nyari taksi pulang-pergi itu susah banget, trus ngantri tempat makanan itu lamanya naujubilah, trus yaudah makan-makan-makan, ternyata sampe jam 10-an, keluar dari tempat itu udah 22.18. trus udah malam, nyari taksi susah, akhirnya kita naik semacam kancil, ber-4, sama K yg dari Thailand juga. Yaudah tuh, pas naik kancil udah 22:44, sama sekali ga mau ke Gereja lagi gw, udah telat, gw gasuka telat :((, ampun sedih banget, kata papa, gw bakal nyesel setahun ini, dan kayaknya bener ampun mo mati w. Aduh, aduh aduh, sedih pokoknya sedih! jangan ngucapin Merry Christmas ke gw! bye! Padahal dulu waktu masih di Bekasi, ke gereja super gampang, suka males, terus menanti-nanti saat-saat gak bisa gereja, trus malah sekarang malah kangen gereja di Indonesia. Suasananya beda, rasanya beda, peraturannya beda, bahasanya beda :(. Pokoknya tahun depan harus bisa sekolah di China, supaya bisa ke Gereja disini, buat ngeganti kesedihan tahun ini. OMG.
Trus tadi dimarahin mama, trus abis itu sekarang abis tukeran kado sama temen sekamar. Gw dapet gelang dari Peiynn, dan Baju serta coklat dari Luisa. sudah, tuh bajunya dipake, sama gelangnya juga, Btw coklat yang dari Luisa itu coklat favorit gw. Trus kuping-kuping-an itu beli sendiri. Dah deh, itu aja, pokoknya kalo NAPAS ga gereja itu rasanya super menyedihkan, ga boong.

Aku Sedih

Aku sedang sedih, padahal tidak ada apa-apa, mungkin lagi sedih aja, berasa sepi dan sendiri padahal banyak teman-teman. Mungkin karena belum ketemu yang klik.

Weekend...

Haduh, hari per hari cepet banget berlalu-nya, cepet nya tuh cepet banget, padahal kegiatan gw ga sibuk2 banget, sehari sekolah cuma 3 jam 40 menit. Gini deh, kalo lagi kelas pagi (08:00), gw bangun jam 07:15, sikat gigi, ganti baju dll, btw sekarang gw mandinya sehari sekali, ihiw. Trus jam 07:50 keluar dari pintu kamar, lalu jalan ke kelas, kelas gw sama asrama amat sangat dekat, merem juga nyampe, hanya 5 menit, itu kalo jalan normal, kalo jalannya lelet-lelet, 7 menit. Trus, sekolah 3 jam 40 menit, anggeplah 4 jam. Trus tiap 45 menit tuh istirahat. Santai banget deh, lebih santai dari SD. SD aja gw masih pake les, trus pas kelas 6 ada pelajaran tambahan. Sibuk bets. Sekarang gw kebanyakan main, tapi mainnya ya disini-sini aja. Sedangkan temen-temen gw, banyak yg kalo weekend ke luar kota, gw pengen sih, tp duitnyaaaa, ga kuat bro. Mainnya disini-disini, lagipula, banyak yang cuma 6 bulan disini, jadi, mereka bener-bener manfaatin waktu disini, sedangkan gw masih ada 1 semester lagi disini. Trus trus, sekarang gw baru pulang sekolah, karena sekolah siang, jam 1-jam 5, trus badan pegel, belakangan ini gw lagi sedikit senang belajar, waktu main dan tidur pun dikurangin, supaya nanti bisa naik levelnya bisa longkap 1 level disemester depan, gamau buang2 waktu :(.
Weekend ini, besök, Sabtu rencananya mau shopping-shopping dikit, soalnya besok 12.12, trus mau kerjain PR, trus Minggu rencananya mau ke Gereja, karena gw lagi nunggu pengumuman misa buat hari Natal, sama mau ke kebun binatang.

Oh ya, mau cerita, jadi 2 bulan lalu atau bulan lalu gitu, gw pertama kali ke gereja disini, bareng Luta dia dari Timor Leste loh, bisa Bahasa Indonesia, tapi gatau kenapa nadanya agak baku, sama Luisa. Trus dari sekolah, kita jalannya udah agak telat, trus Luta bilang, kalau kita telat, gak bisa duduk, cuma bisa berdiri di luar garis batas gitu. Udahlah, sampailah kita disana, dan bener tuh, telat.. jeng-jeng, gw tidak terima, kalo harus berdiri selama 1 jam penuh, trus ga suasana gereja gitu, karena diluar garis batas itu, orang bisa keluar masuk sesuka hati, trus gw perhatiin, ada orang yang telat, tapi bisa masuk. Lah, kok dia boleh, gw ga boleh, akhirnya dengan kemampuan mandarin yang super duper rendah, gw bilang sama satu oma-oma disitu, 'kenapa orang-orang itu boleh masuk, kok gw gaboleh?', dan sesuai dugaan gw, dia ngomong sesuatu semacam '你?

Oh ya, sekarang gw bisa buka semua website, kemarin abis penasaran, trus beli VPn, harganya, beh, gausah ditanya, bikin sesek napas, tapi gw pengen nyoba, trus sekarang dah puas, udh nyoba.


dah ya, ini mau ngasih sedikit poto.

roommate :)

Ok, byebye.

HFFTT!!! FINALLY!!!

Finally, after long long time can't blogging, now i can 'touch' this blog again, because i borrow Luisa's Laptop. Thanks Luisa 徐碧君! And why i don't use my laptop? because my laptop stupid, if i want to open blogspot, i need VPN, and i need to buy the expensive VPN, but in Luisa's laptop the VPN free :'(

so, this is my story:
 1. 3 September 2015,
Papa sent me and mama to airport. Flight from Jakarta-Guangzhou-Jinan. And my luggage left on the Guangzhou airport, because my mom said, if you took a flight with the same airplane company, you didn't need to took your luggage out and re-check in, they would do it for you. And at the end, in Jinan, there was no our luggages. Luckily i left some PJ in Yu Chen's house.

2. 4 September 2015
I went to Shandong University (my school), and then find a room for me and then i forgot, then we went to airport, because my luggage has arrived.

and then i forgot and forgot and forgot, then i went to buy a lot of household things for my dorm, like a cup, boxes to keep my clothes, and then buy a soap, etc.

3. 7 September 2015
I went to Shandong University again, to finish all the registration things and pay all the fees. Then put all of my things to the dorm. My dorm is 4 people room, and i didn't know where they are come from. When i entered the room, 1 bed already taken by 1 person, then 1 bed taken by me, but the owner wasn't there. And my room so so so so so small, actually this room designed for 2 person, but, because this year the international students overload, they put like 1 room 4 person, huft, we need to share everything, we share desk, we share place, we share cupboard. But the worst thing is our toilet bowl also stuck! Everytime you poop-ing, you need to pump with the pumper! HUFT! now, i'm very good at pumping toilet bowl.
This day, i met 2 of my roommate, 1 from Malaysia, 1 from Thailand. And that day, my mom stay until night, i didn't want to chat with my roommate in front of my mom, shy :(, but after my mom went back to Yu Chen's house, i started to talk with the Malaysia, her name is Pei Ynn, Pei Ynn 姐姐 :). But i didn't talk with the Thailand because she's keep talking with someone in the phone and then crying. Hmm... But later she's move outside.

4. 8 September 2015
I have placement test, and the last roommate came, Luisa from Costa Rica. This girl so quiet, but crazy.

And then this few days i go outside, play, but still didn't have a lot of friend. And my mom still here, she keep visiting me until 21 September 2015

5. 14 September 2015
First class!!! i got the 2nd lowest class :(, but it's okay, it's my level. My first impression of my class was... hmmm... hffttt. a lot of Korean, and i think i'm the youngest in the class, so awkward, and dont know what to do. And the guy who sit next to me is 40 years old from Korea, i never imagined have a 40 years old classmate


A lot of things i've done this past few months, like, i already have a lot of friends, i met few indonesian, they're older than me, but they're very good, they're my small family here. Indonesian students here is 5, me, Kak Nita, Kak Vivi, Mas Leo, and Pak Rokhim. But Mas Leo come here with his wife and his 2 years old daughter, so all indonesian here is 7 :), and 5 other Indonesian student in Jinan. And then, i do a stupid performance in the big gym, sang Ayo Mama in Indonesian and Chinese, and then i travelled to some place, and now my Chinese not really bad anymore, just bad. Then, i love my class, all of them very very nice, last week i went to Confucius hometown with 3 classmates, Carlos, Kassimo, and Jiyeon, and other friend. Oh yeah, our class did a performance last week, we presented a drama name Hanyu 007, about find a secret for having a good chinese. Quite fun! and in the class i speak chinese a lot, because most of them can't speak English, and that's good, only me, Kassimo, Carlos can speak english quite well, actually our english not really good, because english not our home language, but still it's better, we can communicate each other, but with the others quite hard at the first, but now we can communicate very well. And all i know is, learning languages is very fun, it's hard, but fun. :) i'm very sad this semester will finish so so soon.

Now about roommate, now i have 2 roommate, because 1 of them, the Thailand moving out, that's good, make our room bigger. All of us is Chinese born, but from different country, so i feel like, we're not really different. And at first, it's hard for me to have a roommate, because i'm the only child in my house, then suddenly i have 2 sisters, i need to adapt with other person, but i never feel lonely.

I'm sorry because i'm blogging in English because my roommate can't understand, but my english pretty worse, but that's okay. I feel today my story not really deep, but i'm tired, next time i'll make it deeper okay. byebye muach muach

Mengapa Elke Sekolah ke China?

Dari kecil memang gw sudah dicuci otaknya sama nyokap. Dia selalu bilang, bahwa bahasa itu penting, penting dan penting. Terutama bahasa China, karena gw orang China, jadi harus bisa bahasa China. Dari dulu sih yaaa, gw dengerin-dengerin aja gitu. Tapi, ketika akhirnya mulai menentukan mau kuliah kemana, otak gw secara tidak langsung mengirimkan signal, bahwa gw harus bisa Bahasa China! Wow! Gw juga tidak menemukan alasan lain kenapa gw mau belajar Bahasa China, selain gw pengen sangat bisa bersaing di AFTA nanti. Akhirnya, diputuskan gw bakal ke Taiwan, senang sekali, karena disana gw juga punya teman, si Deli, gw bisa nanya sedikit banyak sama dia, ya senang deh pokoknya. Sampe gw udah dateng ke pameran universitas-universitas Taiwan dan pameran-pameran pendidikan lainnya, yang membuat brosur univ gw di rumah amat sangat banyak. Arah hidup gw udah terarah ke Taiwan. Sampai suatu saat, tiba-tiba nyokap berubah pikiran, dan rencana semua dibelokkan, gw akan sekolah ke China. Dan gw sudah tidak bisa membantah, pernah dicoba, ujungnya gw yang pengen nangis. 

Kenapa bisa tiba-tiba ke China? Begini ceritanya, Jadi ada satu orang dari China, namanya Yu Chen, umurnya 25 kalo gak salah. Dia itu kuliah S1 di Korea Selatan, dan dia itu suka banget sama Indonesia, terutama Pontianak. Sampai suatu saat, dia ikut pertukaran pelajar Asean gitu, dia kepilih, trus ada acara ke ITB gitu-gitu deh, dan dia sempet ngajar di "Sahabat Anak". Nah, di sela-sela waktu itu, dia ke Pontianak dan sekitar. Karena kemampuan bahasa yang minim, dia ditipu banyak deh, sampe uangnya itu habis, dan saat itu HP-nya rusak, jadi ga bisa telp keluarganya di China untuk kirim uang. Trus, dia ini pengen ke suatu Vihara, dan disitu-lah dia ketemu oma gw, pokoknya dari situ dia dibantu oma gw. Trus oma gw bilang ke nyokap, nanti kalo dia balik ke Jakarta, harus tengokin anak ini, kasian dia. Sesudah dia balik lagi ke Jakarta, nyokap gw tengokin dia ke kos-kosannya, dan nyokap gw kasian sama dia, katanya kos-kosannya kumuh dan dia dikasih harga mahal. DIBAWALAH DIA KE RUMAH GW. NGINEP DI RUMAH GW. Sebulan kali tuh. Gondok abis. Ada orang asing tinggal  di rumah lu gitu, kan bete. Gw cuma baik sama dia di hari pertama, selanjutnya gw ngehindar. 

Nah, gara-gara dia itu, nyokap gw berubah pikiran. Dia menyarankan gw bersekolah di China, dan merekomenkan beberapa kota, termasuk kota tempat dia tinggal. Trus (mungkin) dia bilang, kalo bokap nyokap dia disana bakal ngebantu gw disana, dan itu mungkin yang bikin nyokap luluh. Yaitu, bakal ada yang jagain gw disana. Gw sih bete setengah mampus, ga bisa bebas. Tapi, sekrang gw mulai nerima sih, mulai ikhlas. Trus walau gw bete sama si Yu Chen, dia baik juga ternyata. Waktu gw ke China bulan April kemarin, kan dia udah pergi S2 ke NY, trus rumahnya abis renov. Dia request ke mamanya suruh cat kamar dia warna biru, soalnya kamar gw di Indo itu warna biru, biar kamar dia itu jadi kamar gw aja gitu. Trus kamarnya bagus, gw suka gitu. Trus, dia ada beliin gw buku buat belajar HSK, yang cuma gw pelajarin selama 2 minggu, dan ga pernah gw baca lagi. Yasudahlahya. 

Hari ini tanggal 1 September, 2 hari lagi gw akan berangkat ke Jinan, kota gw bersekolah bahasa nanti. Doain gw selamat dan gaada barang ketinggalan ya. Dadahhh...